Writing...a lot of shit has been messed up in my life lately. Some of it's because of mistakes I've made and other things involve family, friends, etc. All I know is I want all of this to be rectified in some way. If anyone knows what I'm talking about, my friends are my world. My family is important to me too, but my friends, their happiness is mine, but I cannot help but feel sorrow.
Whatever my misgivings, I want you guys happy. I just never wanted to be out of the picture. I don't understand you. I'm sorry for whatever I do that's so importunate and incredulous. You were my companion, those memories, they are cherished by Ra. I won't eve